have you ever started a fight just for fun and made the other person really angry at last? i did it today..have you ever be blamed for getting someone into trouble with his psycho gf just because you wrote something honest and sincere on the one's blog, i had it today..those are the 2 things i had in a single day..actually in a few minutes ago..that is a surprise of life i can say that..

 

it feels really bad to be blamed on something u didnt even do...and the thing is something not even worthy of any thinking or considering..but now it was like a on going torture inside my mind at the moment....and what makes it worse is the one who is torturing me doesnt respond..and leave me like i am acting like someone sticky and weird...and i am not..so i think i need to think and try to figure out a way to make myself feel good..

 

 

thing i leant from this one..u cant make everyone love you..and no matter what they say before they fall in love..they are completely idiots and phychos when they are..well..at least at the very beginning...pride is a very important thing..stand straight when necessary...not every person can be ur friend..only good people and bad peopl,race/nationality/culture matters but not much....and the rate of japanese women to be sex addict and phycho is comparatively high...no matter how normal and frendly and housewife like they look...

 

and i just want to tell mark brown that i had a bad day and i was kidding when we were talking..and i am sorry..hope he would give me a call sometimes..his call is always welcome..sweet voice and calm silly state..bring me a lot of strength and have the power to make me feel relaxed all in a sudden...

 

and except those things..i really had a great day..tired..but great!!!

peace!!