funny thing happened..i just got stuck in the bathroom for like 10 minutes...the lock was broken..and i couldnt open the door..no one was in the room except a sleeping roommate..i felt scared..it is rare..i dont feel scared very often..at a time i wanted to stop trying to open the door by bumping it really hard and trying to pull the lock out with a foot highly lifted stepping against the door..what a pic!! after i stopped doing this..then i started to walk around inside the small space,trying to figure out a way to get out..the room doesnt have a window..stinck of course..toilet paper in that basket..(almost full)..dirty..low that i almost have my head hit the ceiling..once i wondered if there was a dead body hidding above the plastic board..that was in the first year of university..the time when i watched the only horror movie in my entire life..."the ring"..

 

the bathroom caused a lot of troubles in my dorm. it is in the chinese squating style..it is said to be a progress in the dormitory revolution here in china..cuz there used to be only one public bathroom on every floor, i remember i talked about that with my high school friends when i first came to this uni..and they looked really jealous of me when i told them we had a seperate single bathroom in my dorm..now i doubt if it is a proud thing....anyway..6 girls live here at the same time..early in the morning we could really feel the urge to have more than 1 bathroom..that is going backwards to the behindhand toilet culture..

 

now i am out writing this..the bathroom is just 2 meters away from me..i could turn around any time and look at it if i need any inspiration..the small black space..with filthy stink smell coming from it..gosh i really need to switch a seat..last night..i talked to a friend about saying good bye..why people call it a "good bye" if there is nothing good..he said there were hugs and letters..well yeah..but it is an end of an era..and i hate it..last time i said good bye was to the pauls family and i still want to cry when i recall the scene..soo damn sad..only 2 months left..i mean with my university life..cant believe i have spend almost4 years here..almost 4 years live with that bathroom until today i finally have a closer look at it..i feel i need it only when i am in hurry..cant remember how many times i pee in it..haha..gross..:P..the last 2 months.there are a lot of things to do..a lot of things to look at with my widely open eyes..to feel them and to last time enjoy them...even something gross..that is part of my uni life and thats my memory..my wealth...i am gonna enjoy every second that has left until the final moment comes..i dont want to think about it now..i know how it ends..

 

roommates all come back and i am plucked outside the nostegia mood...hihi roommate..how is ur trip to the dentist...sucks huh?..oh the bus was crowed..haha..yeah..ur body was twisted..:P..i will be very busy in the next few days...friends come to visit..and party and fun fun fun..talk to everyone later..ciao!!

 

susu..peace!!